Maiko's Archive of Insanity

Yeah, remember in my introduction I said this is the kind of place where teenagers can pour out their angst? Looks like its my turn XD

.__. Recently I met this amazing person. His name is Tom, and he's such a good hearted person-if not a little weird and psychotic (Which is why we all love him obviously). Recently I think I started developing feelings for him, which where confusing, cause I dont think I'm ready for a serious relationship, especially online and on WLO where drama is rife. However, we kinda where a couple and best friends, at least on Wonderland, and I was really happy. It made me feel special.

But lately, I havent been around much, due to chores/family commitments/drawing, and an upcoming trip across the country for 2 weeks, I'v just been feeling really drained. And Tom was very lonely, and I couldnt be there for him >< Even though I promised I would. I'm a shit friend, let alone a best friend. And now, I dont think I even was his best friend, there is someone else who is more special and who he needs more. I cant fill a void like that, I'm too weak too u.u

So why am I feeling like this, why am I crying? I didnt want a serious relationship, I'v told him I wouldnt mind if he found someone else. Have I really fallen for him? I dont know the answers. But I do know I suck at relationships. In the end, I'm always in pain and its usually my fault.

XD Gah, oh well. Nothing that a tub of icecream and a round of hockey can't fix I hope!

o____o and thats my first installment of teenage angst for you!

P.s; Love sucks ass XDXD

YEAH THATS RIGHT! THIS  IS THE PART WHERE I TELL YOU ALL ABOUT MY GLORIOUS BEING!

My Name is Maiko ^-^ I am your average little girl from all the  way "Down Under". 

I am young, but old enough to have common sense. I have many pets, most of them which are cats! (I'm a kitty person obviously! MRAW!!)

I am weird ._. That I am not afraid  to admit, and is something that I like to call "individuality".

My sense of humour can be simple and also twisted-so if you see me at some stages cackling to myself weilding a shiny axe, I'd  advice you to stay away at a 10 metre radius for your  own protection.

I have a  sports fanatic-but  not just any sports! My favourites are Soccer and Hockey, both in which I kick some serious ass in XD I'v been handicapped by the umpires in a social tournament because a team complained about my awsomeness ~__~ Silly wimps!

I AM A GAMER! I love to game-Strategy, First-person shooters, MMORG, Multi player, anythings good as long as it doesnt kill my braincells. ATM I am enjoyring Wonderland online, but I also delve into 'Old school classics' like Dungeon Keeper Gold, Outwars and Urban assault trail versions, Creatures 2, as well as Age of Empires and Hellgate =) 

And last but not least-I LOVE TO DRAW! I am still an aspiring artist, and do have alot to learn, but I am progressing well at  my stage (concider I like many tohers  are tutored by tutorials and books) and specialize in pencil work. Here is one of my favourite peices concerned with WLO Fanart of Me  and Tom ^_^

Thats all from me for now!

Peace out >w<

Greetings and grand salutations to anyone who stumbles upon my blog; adding one more to the ever growing archives of Teenage Angst, broken dreams, and small glistening peices of hope. Though I have confidence nobody actually will read my ramblings, except the odd passerby looking for directions to the nearest megachain of gossip. D: But it doesnt hurt to have a personal spot to shout out rants, goals and the odd observation or two.

So hmm, I guess I'll have to do an "ALL ABOUT ME" entry soon in sparkling gold letters; but right now I'll just say my mood is currently swimming in a bog somewhere gloomily, so ill save that later when I'v perked up =3

FAREWELL!!

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